There has been moments in my life, and probably yours too where you are really bored and you do everything that usually doesn't make you bored, but it doesn't work and you are still bored. You are bored and you feel like nothing will be able to end your boredom, and now you thinks its boredoom. Your mind ceases to think and you are left lying down, staring at the ceiling, fighting a very bland battle against boredom. Time does not fly buy, instead it seems like time has slowed down. You turn on the T.V and you're watching it, but at the same time you're not. You're not daydreaming, but at the same time you're not focused on the T.V, you're not focused on anything. For me what ends up happening is that the only way that I can get rid of it is by falling asleep, I'm asleep but also conscious. And without even realizing it boredom has left me and my life continues as normal. Well normal for me.
I need to make a post. I need a topic, but nothing comes to mind. I try to think about anything I can write about, but nothing is on my mind. Eventually I zone out and my mind starts going. It starts to come up with awesome ideas about the perfect topic and it will even write out the post to. I say "this is what I'm going to write" and I stop daydreaming. I put my hands on the keyboard and then nothing returns. It starts to cast a shadow on my idea, and I fight to keep my idea in my mind, but it's not one that I can win. Nothing takes over my mind and destroys all thoughts and ideas, until nothing is left. But this time I win because I have took nothing, that destroys all ideas, and turned it into an idea itself. I have beaten nothing, I have mastered nothing, and I have made it a post.
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April 2015
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